It was my first (and only) year teaching.  Though my background was in mental health, I thought I would try my hand at education.  Sure, it was an incredible learning curve to be a teacher, but, all things considered, I did pretty well.  My classroom was one of clear and high expectations, kindness, creativity, mutual respect, and learning.  I had great reviews from administration, fantastic results on evaluations, and my supervisors were encouraging me to continue the teaching path. But good teachers can have scary thoughts. What I would never let anyone know was that, while on the outside I seemed to have a pretty well-put together classroom, on the…